[Verse 1: Da Killa KC]
Died inside so long ago
Lost my mind, but not my soul (No, no)
There's no light, no life in the shadows
I'm not alive if my eyes closed (No, no)
Thankfully I found a way
Lucky for me, I sound this great
Shit ain't sweet, bitch, how that taste?
You just a hater, fuck out my face
(Fuck out my face)
Underground engraved (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
But still 'round these days
Jesus died about my age
It's up to Him, but I'm down to stay (Yeah, yeah)
Still afraid (Still afraid)
I'll admit
Demons on my chest like sleep paralysis (Ah, ah)
Still handle it until my hands have calluses (Go mode)
Indeed, it's not a dream, we ain't in Alice's
(It's not a dream)
But a Wonderland is what I am
Music over all, no other plans (Yeah, yeah)
You don't understand (Naw, naw)
The reflection of me shines beyond
Complexion of my skin tone (Tone)
Look in my eyes
Bitch, I been gone
[Chorus 1: Da Killa KC]
And I don’t give a fuck ‘bout tryna stand out
Label me a stranger in the damn crowd
Treat me like I've never made my fans proud
Like when Killa on the scene it ain't a man down
(Down, down, down)
‘Cause I'm just like you, I'm dead inside too
I'm in this fight too
Baby, I'm just like you
Look what this life do
We've all been lied to
Not alive, homicide
I'm fucking gone inside just like you
[Verse 2: Da Killa KC]
Please don't push, I'm on the edge
Walk myself right to that ledge
If'I jump, might come back undead
They said it's all just in my head
Fuck y'all know 'bout statements made? (Fuck y’all know?)
Fuck whoever’s fake these days (Fuck all y’all)
Pray before they take their prey (Pray)
Sing “Amazing Grace” (How sweet it is)
Tryna save my faith (Save my faith)
But still change up pace
Have no imitations traits
Bitch, I was fucking made this way (Way yay yay yeah)
Medicate (Medicate)
Not to be dumb
‘Til my pain decides to say, "I'm threw, I'm done"
(I'm done, done)
I feel too much now, when I once used to be numb (Numb)
Walk with me just a minute, all I do is run
Let's take stroll, save my soul
I don't really know which way to go (Go, go)
No place like home (Home sweet home)
You'd probably find more comfort in me not existing instead
You let me die
Bitch, I been dead
(Been dead)
[Bridge: Da Killa KC]
You let me die on my own now (You let me die)
You know what comes around, it goes ‘round
(What goes around, comes around)
Regicide where my throne found (Ima King, yeah yeah)
Hope I died wearing no crown (That's my crown, that's my crown)
You hope I die wearing no crown (Mm mm, mm mm)
Guess it's time I go home now (Time I go home now)
Maybe it's time I go home now
But I just can't fucking slow down
[Chorus 2: Da Killa KC]
And I don’t give a fuck ‘bout tryna stand out (Out)
Label me a stranger in the damn crowd (I just like you)
Treat me like I never made my fans proud (Aw, naw)
Like when Killa on the scene it ain't a man down (Man down)
‘Cause I'm just like you (Just like you)
I'm dead inside too
I'm in this fight too
Baby, I'm just like you (Like you)
Look what this life do
We've all been lied to (We been lied to)
Not alive, homicide
I'm fucking gone inside just like you
(You)
[Outro: Da Killa KC]
Aw yeah, yeah
Not alive, yeah
Not alive, yeah
